♥ gen|e in the bottle

♥Saturday, November 18, 2006

My Story ♥

you know what? i just did something which i can do only ONLY when i reaches 18! and guess what???

i went clubbing!! for the first time in my restricted, heavily guarded eighteen years of life.

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somehow, my mood isnt good just right at this moment. though it's so high just an hour ago.. the story goes like this.

today we (as in HooiLing, ahShen, mr.v and me) went for vanessa's birthday. yup, it's vanessa chiam. it's at another apartment near the school. it's bbq and we consume a lot of oily, regrettable stuff. after that, HuiSan, who was also there, asked if we wanna go Pure Bar. Pure Bar is like....errr, the most happening bar in town. and when i say town, i mean the whole Malacca.

i agreed almost immediately cos i always wanna go! and now that Kelvina is enjoying herself at Maldives, i got no one to bring me to. but as always, mr.v doesnt seem to approve of this.. nevertheless, he could see my enthusiasm and forcefully agreed. how can we miss this chance??!! okay..i noe we could still go together some other time but from my experience, that's no chance at all. cos, how in earth will he say yes the next time i asked?? just use my brain.

and Nycol got a whiff of our enthusiasm, and joined us too. alas, HuiSan and her whole group of her friend, me and mr.v, Shen, Nycol, HooiLing , Candy and her group of friend are all in Pure. it's friday night and everyone's there. i even met my coursemates there! it's 12 midnight and everyone is so high.

choosing attire for clubbing is...... a headache! wanna see wat i wore at last?

one thing i feel proud of, which is nth after all actually. hehe...when we're asked to take out our IC, i could do it so "guang ming zhen da-ly" haha... nth to hide. I'M OFFICIALLY 18!

no pictures in the pub cos we forgot to bring cammie. and it's too dark for handphone cammie. so, how's a pub looks like? the moment u go in, the heart goes pobob..pobob. haha.. the music beat is so loud and everyone's dancing to the beat. the lights turning off and on, or shud i say blinking and shimmering? proffesionals dancing hip-hop while amateurs (like me) just sway here and there with the beat. ur body will just automatically goes like this, like that. trust me.. the songs, PCD's, Black Eyed Pea's, Fergie's...those high high songs blasting non-stop. the DJ is gooooood.

however, somehow, mr.v is not into THIS. it's almost like, he had no flair to have fun. :(

and it's waaaaaaaaay past midnight, which is his sleeping time officially. he had THAT face, and i can see he's not enjoying one bit. so as i dance and sway, my mood also fast depleting. i noe he doesnt like this type of place, but why cant he just enjoyed a bit since we're already here? we were there for like two hours and the last 30minutes passed by in solemnity. so spoilsport.

and this is also when i downed almost two cups of beer. it's downright bitter. i dun really wan to drink, i wan attention. helllooooo... cant u see i'm not having fun anymore?? sigh. HE just did nth. and by the time i finish my second, he said go home. okay....so we went back earlier.

the whole journey...errr...let's just say "Silence is Golden".

i am angry, then i'm not. then after a deep though, i feel upset. then i think i shud be understanding. but i need attention. i need care and love! but but.... this is what's in my mind during the whole journey back.

but before i open the car door, he said "sorry..he's really tired.." and then i felt guilty. sigh. it is always like this. and i said sorry too. it's goodbye time.

how....i feel i'm slowly transforming back to the narna back then. i was getting more and more insecure as i feel i love him more than he did. i am scared. i need FLINS back to my side. :(((

and that's why i'm not feeling vy good now. and it's 3.37 am. i need my sleep. the alcohol have nth to do with this. though it's not such a good happy ending, it started with a good epilogue. i shud feel thankful after all.. and i DID went clubbing. haha... and i promise, it's not going to be my last time.

hehehehehe :)

p/s: girls, let's go clubbing together the next time! it's fantabulous. hehe..

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3:48 AM

♥Sunday, November 12, 2006

My Story ♥

i was back in beepee for the weekend though nobody noe. and the reason why nobody noe is, of cos, i never informed anybody.

i'm starting to feel lazy and lazier. bloggin seem not to be in my hectic schedule anymore. ha ha.. hectic..

but as usual, bloggin always come beforehand when there's homework to be done. and just as usual, it is always left forgotten when there's fun out there. i THINK it's worth procrastinating for blogsake. haha..

i had forms to fill.
i have english hw to do.
i have 30 questions of Physics II 1st chapter tutorial yet to be touched.
i need to revise back my first chapter.
i have to keep reminding myself that this semester is so bloody short and i CANT procrastinate.
i keep shunning my reminder.

BY THE WAY, had i mention bout my result? yaya..i think i'd forgotten bout that.

it's GPA 3.96, with

English I A- (!!!)
Precalculus for Engineering A+
Physics II A-
Computer Applications A
Physics Lab A
Human Development A

not too bad, but my aim is incredibly high. so aiming to do better this semester. and THAT wont happen if i keep on procrastinating like WAT I'M DOIN NOW!

ALSO, i seem to forget to mention that i got a new roomate! she's two years older than me. young at heart, kind of nice, easy-going and she's also a Scorpio! what a coincidence.. errr..something farnie kinda happen when she just moved in.

something about BRA, messy bed, messy desk, clothes hanging around. hehehe.. when she just moved in i wasnt at home. so when she unlock my room with her fellow gang, which included boys!, they had some laugh. had been the joke of the house since then.

-.-"

hmm..it's kinda weird with some other person living together in my room now. but i think i'll get used to it.

talking about housemates, Constance is back to normal again. i dunno why, but everything is back to normal. it is as if there's no fight before. i'm glad.

AND AND.. i forget to mention why wo gao zi bi back in beepee. my kl cousins were back in beepee unexpectedly. so being the nice-homey cousin, i'd been entertaining them the whole day. which was kind of fun actually. i missed them. had been so long since we all last gathered together chatting nonsense and teasing each other. so i never got a chance to find anyone.

i miss kelvina as well.

i miss flins even more....

had i really turn THAT quiet? i didnt keep everything to myself, or do i? why is pan chng wong keep saying i'd turned so??!

i'd no secret, or do i? *grin*

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10:27 PM

♥Monday, November 06, 2006

My Story ♥

gosh... i'd really been away for soooooooooooooooo long. it's like two or three weeks have passed without me bloggin. kinda..... realxing. hahaha..

back to school, or shud i say uni?
back to my ixora apartment with the now not-so-sucky connection,
back to long hours of classes and turorials....,
back to freedom! :)))))))))))

and chng, i'm not THE only one no updating. miss pan oso started lazy-ing again.

was back in beepee for a whole two weeks which is my trimester break. my lazyness got over me and i fail to even tried to blog during my long hiatus. this is acceptable k..for there's no privacy to speak of back there. i dun wan my mother to start realising her daughter is always badmouthing her in her secret 'lil bloggie. and secara tidak langsung realise her always so obedient-sensible nuuer is keeping a boyfriend without her knowledge. these will all lead to disaster and that explained my lazyness. :p

and right after i was back, even on the first lesson of the day, we were briefed on the upcoming final. mark my word, FINAL! on the first hour, first day of my new trimester. the horror.... with assignments to add on, test 1 and test 2 as usual in just a short SEVEN week trimester, it's packed beyond..beyond..beyond.....anything la.

MMU is indeed weird. while everyone are having their two months long holidays, we, on the other hand are rushing to finish a trimester. tired. and i'm sure..even as i'm writing this down, final will be here in a glimpse and i'l start regretting all over again why i never started studying earlier. well, nothing to be surprised. this is after all...... me

:p

chng, i like the look of the time capsule thing la. haha.. also, i wanna thanks FLINS for their INDEED very surprising birthday surprise. i was totally bought over by their stories and never realised til the end. i am tut. i noe. haha..

lastly, cakes and birthday songs. though it had passed like weeks ago, i think i could declare this year as "the most cakes eaten and most bday songs sang" year.

two slices of Chocolate Banana from mr.v
a slices of tiramisu from myself, presented to me by pan and wong (cos i paid it, hor??)
and half a chocolate cake from Nycol and ahShen (cos another half belongs to HooiLing :))

taken in our living/dining room

two gluttons aka the birthday girls :)

and everyone keep singing birthday songs to me because i insisted. haha..

it's a HAPPIE happy birthday year. love everyone.

p/s: thanks readers who still relentlessly click to view everyday to see if i'd updated. but mind telling me WHO exactly are my readers? beside FLINS of cos..

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6:29 PM