okay. let me clarified.

i'm not dead or anything.
i'm still fully functioning, though with extra calories and fat.
i still had that round round face. that vewie chubby face, just cant ditch it.
i still very well meant it about the previous post so dun get sick of it.

but most importantly, i am still me. just as lazy. :p

and that is why i had stopped bloggin so long. mayb i had lost the passion to write or something. you cant really blame me you know, as i'm trying to finish my Sigma's work. a super-somehow-very-important feature article for the yearbook. but in MY opinion, it's more like a DICTATION. you remember what's a dictation? the thingie that u always have under the list of spelling words during your primary school. rmb? because, THAT's exactly what i think i did, for the past few days. anyway, i just get it done once for all today. it's about the interview of the President of MMU, if u still remember. and the title of the article is "The Impact Of MMU Towards Our Country".

*round of applause*

what's that suppose to mean? impact of MMU? making poor students like me even poorer? nah..forget bout the sarcasm. but seriously, during the interview i asked about what's MMU role in helping the society, as if giving out more scholarships or money. and Prof replied saying: "they do give, IF THEY KNOW ABOUT IT. excellent students who got straight 10 a1 are DEFINATELY getting it."

wah wah wah..

but to tell outright to Prof saying, "er.. sir, if you dun mind, how about sponsoring me? now that i had told you that I AM WHO you proposed of helping."

somehow i feel it sounds more begging n taking advantage of the situation rather than stating a fact. in the end i said nothing. but my partner, Liz, keep saying how about a try? after all, we're going to hand in a copy of our article to Prof before publishing. asking one more question would not die right? mayb he'd approved and good-heartedly say, "why dont u leave me ur student ID and name so i can help you with the rest of the degree courses fee?"

OMG! that would be like hitting jackpot!!!

but still, it's begging. n i dun like it. though i doubt he will agree to that so easily, though i'm really much the criteria he stated.

BUT my dad going to be over the moon if i really hit THAT jackpot. haha..

anyway, i'm not saying that out. mayb if Liz help ... er ... haha.. i dunno what i'm saying now. but i dun hope much. and perhaps she wont ask at all. it's kind of ... embarassing, actually.

oh, i left out the dictation thingie. wonder why i said it so? because we had this video cammie with us back then during the interview. and the idea for this article is to make it like a Q n A thing. so to avoid any misundertanding, misusage of words, misplace of facts, we're typing out each n every words which the Proff speak of. mayb a few grammar mistakes here or rearranging of sentence, but everything, and i mean EVERYTHING, is what he said our from his very mouth. and u can imagine. for 15minutes of interview, i needed over 2 hours to pen it down on 2 piece of paper. the interview is an hour long :( and after that, editting and typing it into the computer again.

oh, by the way, my holiday started already. though i'm not in beepee. still here in malacca relaxing (except the article writing part, which i finished today) , playing o2jam, Maple Story, watching drama. currently watching "Scissors Paper Stone" and Hana Kimi, of cos. hehe.. and photo editting! Think you all should have notice gua, i posted in Friendster picture.




P/s:

it's going to be a full year soon. if you all noe what i mean.

and secretly, i think chng is attached. yes or no, smtg is surely up her sleeve.

and i'm going back beepee this friday or saturday. after all, cant really rot all three-weeks here. mum sure gonna kill me.

and i officially think my DAD knew about me n mr.v