i wanted to blog that day. on

"Does tears really roll back into your eyes if you stand on your hand?"

pretty upset tat time. but well, to those who i hope is worrying about me, it's okay again now.

:))))))))))))))) all smiles.


on a whole totally different matter

is there really such thing as platonic opposite sex friendship? minus the normal ones. what i mean here is the close-like-sisters type.

i believe there exists!

and if anyone questioned about us, i would automatically say, "why not??" i expect him to believe me and all. which luckily, he fully trusted me.

YET, there's a yet here, when the situation changes, his turn to have an opposite close confidante, i went all flustered. i am NOT checking on him or what. but it's a habit of mine to read thru his inbox sometimes. hehe..

then then... it's nothing actually. i am paranoid. but being a girl .. this can be excused. haha.. i restrained myself. i refrain myself from asking. we shud have mutual trust rite? hmm...so i keep mum.

but after a day or two, i feel if i didnt ask and find out i might just burst up. besides, such thing might lead to unwanted quarrels and bitter tears. so, i asked. yeah, rite before my Chem test today. i didnt ask straight out. i imply....... haha

so anyway, no name mentioning here. :)

i dun even noe if u all understand this post or not. it's all so random. haha..

final say, trust him. will try!

*just hope he dun hurt me by misplacing my trust*