shots before goin out.

i realise.....somehow...... i'm getting old!!! i look so damn matured in this picture. and dear unmercifully reminds me that it's the last year we stays in teen. nineteen. next year there will be no more 1x!!!!

btw, this is the dress i mention before about my mum not letting me to buy but i secretly go buy still. :x i love the flowy pattern and colour. i shall have no comment on my taste pls.

had our dinner at Asian Havana Cafe. pester mr.v long ago to bring me there for the nice ambience and atmosphere.

his.

mine.

our drinks.

oohh...it's my birthday. so dun complain about the excessive narcissistic pictures of mine :p

doin the ghost-effect thg.

peek-a-boo!

random pictures at home. classes not yet started and its the last week of my holidays. wasting my time to the max!

our lil corner.

darlin mr.v woke up early today before me piggy woke up and sneaked out to buy me a bouquet of flower!

three roses for 'i heart you' *blush*

the day before my birthday, we went out kai kai. haven had a chance to go window shopping since back to malacca. many things to settle and stuff to do.

we went around evening time and had McD (again!) before lepak around. then went Secret Recipe for i suddenly wanna taste their Durian Durian. not very nice actually. i prefer real durians. those bitter-sweet taste. hhmmppppp-ahh! haha..

found a phamplet on Sibaraku Japanese Restaurant. they are having their 12 aniversary celebration. so as promotion. 21 ala-carte sushi are goin for RM1.20 each! that is real bargain! and we stop by and eat again >.<>

notice the two lumps of rice ball below. it's called teddy bear sushi. wth! hahahha. they have 'little mice sushi' and 'panda sushi'. hahahhahaha.

soft shell crab temaki. only RM1.20!!!

the very-cute way of arranging the chairs. half hanging on the table. haha..

overall, our bill only came up to RM9++ we ordered altogether 7 dishes. i think the promotion lasts til 31st of Oct. but the banner in front of the shop changed the date to 30th Nov. so i dunno.. if its Nov then chou hooilin and ah shen, we all go makan together la wan?

other random pictures during shopping shopping.

the same pose. haha.. but mr.v lookie nice ((:

gazing at some non-existent thing.

preventing mr.v from taking any pictures showing the extra layer of fat down my chin :p

collarbone and adams apple. sexyyyyyyy. wahahhahaha

oh ya. my birthday present! almost forgot. dearies flincusez gave me a bottle of CKin2U perfume.

hmmph.. what are you all implying??! *pretend deaf*

so anyway, i found out about that present long before my birthday date. hehe.. thanks to me prying mr.v messages and winning in the game of scissors-paper-stone against him. haha.. but i'm surprised alright ((:

i am expecting clothings you noe? hahahhaha.

i love you all to bitsssssss!

thanks to my darlin for the watch, flower, dinner and company. thanks to flins for the CK. thanks to FEI ling for calling. thanks to everyone who wishes. really appreaciate lots.

for i, being one lazy fella, never make it a habit to remember and send out birthday wishes. and knowing that a whole lots of people out there still remembers my birthday astounded me to no end. hen gan dong!

nineteen years old. nineteen years of existence. getting older by days. i cant believe it had already been two years since SPM. i cant believe i can almost tear down my P sticker. i cant believe i'm not not wearing uniform to school anymore. hahaha.

i cant believe time passed so fast. it seems like it's just yesterday i'm this young lil chubby girl, sitting on the passenger seat in my dad's car, on my way back home from tuition where i still wished upon the star. wish time had pass sooner and i can grow up faster......

i missed ........... a lot of things. throwing tantrum as a kid. fighting with my sisters over a candy. spiting my parents. crying about they being bias and siding my sisters. glued the calendar on the 27th Oct cos i'm so angry and i think they'll never even know if the day does come. glued it up to show it doent exist. harassing my mum to let me straighten my hair since standard six! missed those time i spend with flins, just mere talking and laughing at school. ponteng classes and sit by the corridor, talking about friends, love, and future. singing out heart loud like nobody cares. gossiping about people and always getting caught. haha! doin obscene stuff in the classroom. talk even when teacher ask us not to. join and mess around with interact. dolled up prettily for events. sharing love stories and happiness. narrowing chic fictions to 'the' exciting part. consoling each other when shit happens.

but whatever i missed from the past, i'm glad it all happen. for now, i crave. i crave for more in years to come. i wish our friendships last forever. even though we are far apart, we know each of us are always there for each of us. i wish my love stays and we can overcome everything together. i wish all my loved ones best in health where death claimed no one. i wish my studies get better and better though i do seemed to play too much. i wish to go for holidays. i wish i can graduate and find a high paying job. i wish i earn enough to buy everything i wanted. i wish for a happy family. i wish to someday go overseas. maybe even staying out there for good.

i wish for a lot of thing. but things wont just come tumbling in your way if one never put hard work and heart into what they did.

for now, all i wanna do is enjoy my last teen years. live for now, now, NOW. as i always tell myself. may it be study, play, lecture or a bad hair day. now, not later.

suddenly, i talked too much. (: