why do guys always have to be that mindless, inconsiderate jerk?

why, given a whole free night, he had rather face his games than me? after much effort i only got him to my side again. and yet, barely 40 minutes had passed by before he was back to his game.

am i so undesirable so unattractive so uninteresting or wat??

sick of getting so.

and my usual reaction to his priority-difference is THE face. but now, even the face doesnt seem to have much effect on him. a few drawl of 'darlin........darlin.......' and a few teasing me of not being so petty and that's it. no more. back to his games once again.

again and again repeating the same cycle ever since we reached back.

after a long week of hiatus isnt it suppose to be somewhat much closer and intimate between a couple?

no. apparently he misses his god-damned game more than me.

he is back to his old-self and i'm back to that old grumbling lady. i hate myself for feeling like this but i cant help it. that's it. i'm ranting away. dun mind me.