:: genie in the bottle ::
91 Posts, last published on Nov 3, 2007



it *has* been almost half a year since i last blogged. WAO!

i guess the little teeny-weeny readers that i had last time had long forgotten me. either that or they simply sick of coming my blog n see in remain de same old post. teehee.. my bad. blame it on my laziness.

so why do i suddenly semangat banyak want to break the loong hiatus and blog again?? but then, not as if i had never pull tis stunt. i *always* blog blog then tak mau blog.

why u ask?

it's back due to popular demand!! (buek! tak tau muka malu) hahhaha.. er.. cos i wanna earn a bit? so yea everyone, the purpose u all come to my blog now is to click on de ads. you hear me?

hahahah..but then i might be so lazy that when de ads are finally up, it will be like months later. so bear with my writings as for now.

i never bother to apply (do u need to apply?) or submit application to Nuffnang cos i hate commercialized and reader-minded blog. i hate but i read them. not real hate hate. just a slight dislike. especially when even the blogger HERSELF (well since most bloggers are girls) stated how she isnt writing what she feels like writing. instead, she's raking her brain thinking of what to write to entertain the readers. that is so like err.. jauh terpesong from the main purpose rite?

somemore the more popular their blogs become the more controversy it might caused. and since EVERYONE; ur boss, ur colleague, ur lecturer maybe?; are reading and judging your life, your self-obsessive pictures, your impulsive spending and your love life; that may get a bit uncomfotable. at least for me. if your face 5inches thick then mayb you can survive.

blogging is supposed to be urself and write what u think, u feel and u eat ;p readers is the side dish. what matters most is how you can express yourself freely on ur blog. however, people are now writing to impress instead of express.

impress and express. the dilemma.

that is how when i started blogging here, i only give my link to my folks. my closest folks. i then never have to put up a pretentious front or make an effort to try to entertain people i dun even noe. but that is where the problem lies. if i only give a handful of people my url, how am i goin to gain traffic and stuff?

IF i want people visit my website, i'm so gonna paste my link everywhere. msn personal message, friendster shout-out, facebook wateva. people are gonna see. people i like or dislike. people i noe or dunno. i can no longer post hateful post or sensitive offensive entry. but i dun wan........................................... i love my privacy more :)

so there my folks. and since i dun think those that are *my* folks are gonna offend me in anyway, i guess it is save to say i'm not goin to offend anyone with my writings. i still remember those ol' blogging days when blogs create so much controversy. SO MUCH. haha

i have grown and matured and i would not want to get tangle in any of those childish spiteful online "fight". hahahaha... flins noe perfectly well what i mean.

so this handful of people plsplsplspls help me earn money by clickety click click. hehe



what is the purpose of this entry??

to break the long holidays??
maybe yes maybe not. i hope my semangat dun die away so fast.



what did i do the past 6months??

i stopped updating my blog somewhere during my last last semester midterm. around november time.. so, exams and classes. i doubt much happen.

oh ya, the highly anticipating new life at my new room sort of din really work out. since i cant stand loneliness and my roomate cant get separated from her boyfriend. it's getting pretty much either me in the room alone, or i'm downstair staying with mr.v with the room left empty, or m and hooiling back sleeping together in the room. i tried to stay discipline and stay put in my room for this semester. i did pretty well till towards the end when exam looms near and i basically just stay at mr.v's house. it's for studying purpose. *it is!!*

talk about finals. i'm insomniac the whole exam time. but it only hits if the day after i happen to have exams. it is excruciating painful to want to sleep but cant sleep. to lie there on the bed hours long but ur sub-conscious just dun wanna come and invade ur consciousness. leaving you wide awake the whole night and feel like crap the next day. during that period of time, i pop panadol like sugar. mr.v is giving me a serious warning not to let that happen again. he is saying its just me overstressing myself. i cant stop it even if i noe. sigh...

i went to Cameron Highlands!! the day before that, i went to KL and have a nice heart-warming dinner get together with flins. it feels kind of weird now that everyone is no longer in bp. and we have to meet up at KL. whenever i look back those dinner pics i have this nice little warming thg gurgling inside me. i love get-togethers :)

then my trip to Cameron Highlands. it is everything you can expect from it. we never took part in any of those tour. instead, we walk and travel on our own, making it pretty adventurous and memorable. those pictures i took look pretty nice eh? hehe..me and mr.v are like having photography competitions. see who take the better ones. our relationship are unusually weird =.= oh, and the best part, we have a queen size bed all to ourselves to rock and roll! a nice change from the usual single cramped bed. everyone noe how CH is very boring at night since the town is basically dead and little happens. we spend the night watching Astro Star Movie, which is pretty good. cos it airs Ice Age! so funny we laugh so loud we scared get complains. haha

i'm lazy to blog my whole trip in detail. it is *really* what you had expected from Cameron Highland. and ya..we wont go back there for another 10years.

i'm looking forward to the Redang Island trip next year March!! anyone wanna join me and mr.v?? travelling couple may be nice and romantic and all personal. but it is also a hassle when you want to take pictures with your background!! to take half length shoot of urself. and there is nowhere to put ur self timer camera. hahaha

am gonna start swimming everyday and do sit-ups (i never did this before u believe??) to tone my tummy for bikinis!! once i get back to malacca then. i am currently rotting in bp where there really is no one to go out with!!! haih sigh haih mayb that is why i started blogging again.

watching drama everyday.

hey, i'm suppose to say what i did last 6month. but then i cant really remember lor.

i shall just leave it here. fullstop.


eh wait, very random. everyone noe my life-long hatred towards ants rite. i just watched Indiana Jones-bla-bla-i-cant-rmb the-whole-name today. the jungle ants in the show can eat up a human beings! and the puss from it is EWWWWW. gross!!! i conclude i shall hate ants forever and ever after!

so lengthy i so long never blog become so lo so. haih