p.s i love you

i just finish reading the book. oh how i cried :-(

the more towards the ending the more i cried. it really wasnt the p.s(es) that i'm crying to. but the notes and scribbling above the p.s(es).

i'm overwhelmed. i couldnt describe how i feel now or more accurately, how the story has conveyed its message to us reader. it is just... how to you expect me to summarize in a sentence?? it is 500 pages long.

my face are all tear-stained. lying on the bed the whole of today while slowly finishing more than half of the book. tears rolled down my ears and mixed with my hair. tangling them up in the process. i couldnt help imagining myself in the same situation. i just couldnt.

i would have died crying being left alone in such loneliness.

the whole book is so sad and thought provoking. strangely enough, it is not depressing. it projects more hope and love than any chic-lit romance could.

one thing though, i cant read this in school library! tears just seem to well up on its own accord.

the movie version, though left me crying nevetheless, doesnt interpret the story well at all! it is a complete different plot minus the p.s(es) and notes. pfiit. i WILL always like printed pages and words more to movie (:

cecilia ahern, the author, is certainly a woman with alot of emotions. all her books seem to make me cried so hard. i read her other book once very long time ago. If I Could See You Now. it wasnt even talking about the romantic soppy teary kind of love relationship. but it leave me with puffy tender eyes after much crying. it is about an imaginary friend and you just have to read it urself to understand what i'm talking about.

losing someone you loved so much with all your heart is unimaginable. i wish i would never ever find myself in such situation.

and yes, i do mean you when i said my loved one...