sometimes, i feel like it is really me who needed him more than he to me.
like how he is the stronger one, the more reliable one and the more responsible one. in many many aspect! and i tend to act childish and immature and dont care of consequences and go wtf.
and then there is me being whinny and crybaby always in front of him.
and him chiding me when i get so unreasonable.
and then my tears would soften him and my nonsense gets its way. he would reluctantly say yes. but i would then say no cause i dont like his saying atitude.
sometimes i really think it is me who has a problem.
i have never meet a boyfriend who kicks his girlfriend away. but that's his way of teaching me independance.
i hope i persever and last long enough this time round.
