ignoring you, goodnight

you noe what, i had been talking about mr.v all day long i cant even stand myself. i need to talk about other thing. things that does not link in anyway to him.

somewhere in between a conversation with someone dear.

" anyway, i noe my prob. just my closest friend arent around me like back when they are in high school. i miss them terribly so. but everyone is busy with their live. me too. cant expect to bother them every single time. though i never minded bothering you every single time ;p i guess that is de difference. but u r so virtual.. y dun u come back n study in mmu? then i can say i have a real nice close friend ;) "

"u noe how hard it is making new friends. so tiring and emotion-weary and everyone's not who they are."

"i am sick of all those back stabbing and malicious gossips. i just find the easy way and stick to my close and already-in-my-heart-they-are-my-bestest-fren friend. not to say, its not like everyone goes hey come join my gang. lets go lateh together. lets makan yumcha. its been so long since i'm here in malacca. whatever gangs and clique there is to be made it had already been made. and being with your bf always do scare people away. and i being so lazy-to-make-friend attitude just pass off as arrogant and nobody dare nears me. HAHA"

no la.. but then.. i'm a firm believer that big crowd tak jamin all friends. only the closest and dearest friend counts. and yes i do mean you..

OMG SO CLICHE WAHAHA